these are just some random thought going on:
i love talking to
gma everyday.
today she was in a play at the retirement home.
i asked how it went...she just said she was glad it was over.
i'm assuming it went good.
i was thinking she was going to say it went great.
but then i remembered she lives in a retirement home and most of them are losing their memory and the rest of them can't hear anyways...
why does the weather man say it's going to be 60?
feels more like the 40 to me...
and when it's zero percent chance of rain, it rains.
but when it's 60% chance, it's sunny outside.
i'm ready for spring/summer
i want to see this movie.
but i can not stand her voice.
and sadly, i don't think i will even rent the
dvdnot even for a $1 from
redbox
i made myself a chore chart
so i would clean the house over time during the week
instead of all in one day
it's not working!
i look at it, and think...
i'll do it tomorrow.
then tomorrow comes and goes.
i've been staying home for almost a year now
and i still feel unorganized
i hate not having any friends here.
i'm not lonely...i have
emi and
eddie.
but people at church have been far from friendly.
maybe it's because we aren't here for x amount of years for medical or dental school.
and they don't think i want to invest my time to make friends.
or maybe it's because they have 2+ kids and don't have time to hang out.
i'm on a no sugar diet...have been for a little while
that didn't stop me from going down the
easter candy isle
can you believe they don't have these?
the person i asked had never even heard of them. i was shocked!good thing
i'm not "suppose" to be eating them anyways.

i want to jump on the coupon train but not sure how to.
i've done a little research but feel like the coupons aren't things i buy.
then i came across
this deal.
and now
i'm trying to re-convince myself, that i do need to jump on the train.
i hate living in an apartment.
hate it!!
i use to think our townhouse was bad when the boys next door use to throw a basketball down the stairs and i could hear it hit each and every stair.
...or their mariachi band music when she would clean.
but this is bad!
i can hear the guy downstairs yell at his kid all the time.
the guys kid has one volume...yelling!
they slam doors, making our walls shake.
i can hear other neighbors vacuuming, or their home phone ringing.
the neighborhood kids choose to play right outside
emi's window
usually when she is napping.
eddie is working like a mad man
school, internship and two jobs!
i am so proud of him for working hard for our family.
too bad i just spend his whole paycheck at
costco yesterday.
i can't wait for him to get a "real" job.
sometimes i wish i had time for a job so he didn't have to work so hard.
sometimes...and then i remember, i worked and put him through college.
but i still want to help.
i teach the 3 year
olds at church.
and i love it. but i don't love i do it alone some
sundays.
they are fresh out of nursery
and are still learning to stay in their seats and listen.
it can be difficult when i have
emi to wrestle with and them going wild.
i got two compliments from the president and stake president on
sunday.
on how well behaved they are and how interactive i am with them.
it was nice they noticed my hard work.
ok, i think that's it for now.
oh wait...and i love my baby
emi so much!!
she makes my heart melt everyday!
even if she wakes up with a
poopy most morning.
not really the first thing i want to do when i wake up.
the end.