seriously. i think i need a bumper sticker that says:
my kid is cuter than your kid.
how did i get so lucky to have such beautiful children.
eddie and i had a good chuckle: isn't that ugly people make cute kids?
we've heard something like that...we must be ugly!
i can't believe makai is 3 months already.
time is really flying by.
doesn't help we are in full on holiday mode where oct-dec fly by.
i couldn't choose just one picture.
but this was my favorite of his monthly "photo shoot".

oh makai! you are the most wiggly worm baby i have ever held.
your a pain in the butt when going to sleep.
you like a specific position when being held to go to sleep
and if you can't get comfortable you just keep wiggling half asleep.
the nice thing is, if you are sleepy you fuss for just a few seconds.
if you find your "spot" you are out within seconds.
you also got your first haircut! just a little off the top.
hopefully that will stop the jaw dropping of strangers at your super long foe-hawk.
your older sister hasn't even had her hair cut yet!
you truly want to sit up so bad.
i think you will be an early sitter like your sissy.
you always want to be upright or sitting up
i suppose you don't want to miss out on the action
except our lives are boring, unless you call staying in your pj's all day exciting.
you are also the most mellow baby.
i think you will be chill like daddy.
you are talking so much lately.
i especially like when your not happy about something.
you go on and on about something like your explaining the issue.
you are also trying so hard to suck on your hand/fingers
but once you get them to your mouth you make a grossed out look
like what in the world was that!?!
you like to do what i call "social nursing"
i have to not look at you sometimes
cause you just want to make eye contact and 'talk'
or you pull off, look at me and smile then latch back on
only to do that over and over after just a suck or two.
you love to watch everyone.
you follow me everywhere i go with your eyes.
you are huge! you are just turning 3 months and you already wear 6-9 month clothes
you fit the weight perfectly but your a little short.
we will have to get you a new winter wardrobe, good thing christmas is coming
since most of your 6-9 months clothes are more spring/summer wear.
somehow i should try to weigh you to see what you've gained in a month.
your eyes are still looking like they might be blue.
you still will only fall sleep in someone's arms or the swing
starting next week we are going to do some sleep training
hopefully you are a quick learner in self soothing.
your still eating about every 5 hours.
you generally take 2 naps between feedings or one long one.
you usually eat, within an hour you are ready to go to sleep.
sleep 3 hours on a long stretch then wake up an hour before feeding time
or you go to sleep right away and sleep for an hour.
then stay awake for an hour to go back to sleep until your next feeding.
our schedule right now is:
2-3am, 7am, 12pm, 4-5pm and 8pm
i'm trying to push your night feeding to 10 pm, so you will sleep longer at night
but you just get so sleepy and can't stay awake past 8pm
and when i do feed you that late you still wake up between 2-3am
i'm looking forward to when you sleep through your night feeding
except i don't see that happening anytime soon.
your sister left you big shoes to fill, she was sleeping through the night at 8 weeks
the roughest part is between 4:30-5:30 when you think it's time to wake up for the day
and i have only been asleep like an hour or two.
luckily you go right back to sleep when you come into our bed
but that is a bad habit i am looking forward to breaking soon.
this is for the grandparents to save to their computers if they choose.
and a big thanks to my lovely assistant miss emi!






































